6dp5dt symptoms

Yes, I've been googling this all evening. Yes, I've caved into Dr. Google.
No, I haven't done a home preg test (yet).

I told myself I wouldn't write about this on my blog but I have to get it off my chest so here are my symptoms:

Friday - 2 days post transfer (2dpt): mild but consistent cramps/pains in one spot of my lower left (kept me up most of the night on Thu night). A 'Pulling' sort of pain with a weird consistent rhythm. Similar to mild pd pain but without the burning sensation. Lay there thinking " is this it?" and hardly slept a wink

3 & 4dpt: pains continued. I'll say here that I've never had any cramping prior to my period other than a few hours before. Last Thurs was 1 week prior to pd due date! And no, these are definitely not intestinal pains

5dpt (yesterday): pains subsided. Felt nothing really besides slightly painful breasts in the evening

6dpt (today): pains back again - same spot, same feeling just deeper this time. Pains subsided at lunch time to be replaced by bloating and gas. Nice. Felt really exhausted by evening and have noticed a marked increase in cm as of today. Breasts still only slightly tender. Have been running to the loo more today. Have been very moody and emotional over the last 48 hrs.

I'm thinking we might test this weekend... I really don't want to have to take a call from the nurse with a negative result at work. Too hard basket.

Things I've been doing to stay positive:

- daily circle and bloom meditations
- daily angel card readings
- asking for signs from above
- eating well and doing daily walks
- spending the weekend camping in the autumn sunshine
- lots of sleep and keeping work stress at bay
- talking to my mom daily
- visualising the little one implanting
- visualising the smooth and clot free flow of blood, oxygen and nutrients
- praying very very hard

Please oh please let this be happening...